A long wait...

Haha...i'm having a freaking long wait to meet youh...Miss youh a lot and i wonder how i'm trying to be strong..## No actually...I start tearing all the time..even now...This is the longest wait i ever had...At one point i really wanna see youh and on the other hand,i'm asking myself to wait..Because i know i'm gonna start crying in front of youh if i see youh at this moment... I  don't want that to happen...