Something that shouldn't happen....

You know what?? i thought you really understand me....But,sometimes i dunno what will happen and everything will turn upside down.I thought everything is getting better but i'm just heart broken. I have been crying non-stop.Yes..just give me time to change myself.I'm not a puppet where you just turn on and i start moving. Give me time..will you?? Yes...i know whatever you wrote in your blog is pointing to me. I'm the one. I got every single thing that you wrote. And i promised to myself not to ask you anything about your blog. I don't wanna create anymore problem. Today you make me think that>>> i should have just be myself...Why the hell i changed?? Mmie being forever alone would have make YOUH a happier person and it's freaking hard for me now...I'm giving you a lot of problems...I'm the one that take everything seriously and don't think twice before saying anything... And now i don't even have the guts to tell you to leave me...let me go...It won't make any difference to youh..But for me?? How i expect people to understand me when i,myself couldn't understand my own self yet!!!I love youh a lot kay....I am matured enough to think about things but i'm just not letting it out...You got that? If you wanna see the real me,i can..but forget about me smiling and laughing and being happy....You wanna see Mmie like that? And yeah... your words really kill me today..:)...hahaha...hate....i burst out crying till i got terrible headache.....walao,~~kata-katamu mencucuk hatiku macam sebilah pisau!! I gotta heal it soon....Ermmmh...I still love youh no matter what Jaan<< that's the reason it is so hard for mmie.....

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Jaan,yesterday you got so busy till you didn't even text me properly...Busy online.. ish...i miss youh know...
Felt #forgotten. Never mind it's okaay. I won't disturb.. Take a chill pill. But i still cried>> the only way i'll feel better..:D

piGlet!

hey,you know what?! writing your book always bring tears in my eyes.....Ish...Gonna finish it soon and give youh on Valentine Day with that small little gift that i bought.....Hoho...I can't wait for it!!!...I wish i can keep it with me...Yo,so much of things that i was keeping with myself was revealed in that book....Have fun with it piggyh!!

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It was a great day celebrating Karti's Bday even we don't have any plan at first....haha..had fun with jokes around ..A superb get together after so long as it is really hard for four of us to be together at the same time ryte now...It was an awesome day...Love you guys...

AikS....

Haha..Now this really make me ~smilewide~

Interesting,,,,

Hey i dunno why but i just love Pon and Zi...i dunno why but they are so freaking cute....Just love them....:D :D

And i was introduced to this through my friend,Tash....Haaha,she used to draw this Pon and Zi in class... and Bee will ask her help when i got angry with her...and drawn in sticky notes,it will come flying to me just to say sorry...And it will definitely make me feel good..## Sweet memories and thnx guys for all the fun we had together...

  Soon,i'll be back kay...No mood to blog these days.....